Birthday Blues

This blog thing really comes in handy sometimes...well a lot of times because days like this when my mind is racing a million miles per hour, the best thing for me to do is get it all off my chest and for the people who know me, I do a great job at expressing myself through words...I'm bad at expressing myself period BUT! written form does help a lot. So the other day I went to a lil brunch-ingtin, that was pretty damn dope...

Very relaxing day I must say. Anyways, while I was there I took a look in "The Birthday Book" and read up on my birthday(November 13th...BIG 2-1 DON'T FORGET) and it said that people born on this day are pretty much like a sponge and like to take in as much as they can...which is true...another thing that I found interesting was that it said that I'd lose alot of friendships due to the fact that I'm very career orientated and as sad as it sounds...I must say that it is true. People come and go, some will stay with you through all the trials & tribulations of your life and some will go and honestly I'm fine with that. I'm my top priority, that may sound selfish but in reality it isn't. I care and respect about everyone that comes into my life...its up to them to decide if they want to embrace what I have to offer or not. At the end of the day all I have is myself so if I choose to focus on what's important to me, so be it...I'm not saying that other things/PEOPLE are not important, I just wish they'd understand...even though--and I quote from Ms. English Major herself, if the situation was flipped I'd probably be HELLA upset but at the end of the day I would UNDERSTAND. I don't know maybe it's just me being the stressed out stresser that I am but I know that I make some type of sense...SOME!.
Anyways...Happy Birthday Kid..I'm sorry.Love you--regardless of the situation, you know how I feel about you.




Ahhh this guy never seems to surprise me...LOL Raps I KNOW you think he's the nerdiest nerdingtin EVER..But cut em some slackkk! Granted--he should not be rapping but he definately has some skillz!

Shouts to Lacingtin and realtalkny.net for this vid! =)