My baby

I lost my phone over the weekend...again, this being the 2nd time smh. Went to Santo's on Friday and had a great time, leave Santo's hop in the $50.00 cab to Jerz and I will admit I had a couple glasses of riesling and chardonnay so that contributed to my messy decisions lol anyway paid the cab hoped out and i swear my gut told me check the cab but all I could focus on was getting up to my apt cause I had to pee so bad...and that's what I did, as I watched the cab exit the gates-- gut knowing my phone was in there. So I run upstairs, pee, change my clothes then empty my bag and jacket--no phone, Now anyone who knows me knows my phone is dear to me and on a regular night I wouldve pee'd on myself before I lost my phone (lol no in real life though) so I clearly was intoxicated to be so chill about it. Anyway, I then proceed to call my phone and probably after the 4th call the cabman picks up, boy was I excited to hear this guys voice--Long story short, Next day I go to meet up with him the city, mind you this guy has no cell phone and by this time my phone is dead because he picked up everytime I called and everytime my friends called lol searched for this man up and down 42nd and 11th as this is where he asked to meet...No cab man, not the one I needed at least...Still calm I turn around and hop back on the GWB. Hour or so later he calls my roomates phone cuz I def gave it to him in case my shit died, he then tells me he looked for me around the meeting spot but couldn't find me and that after his shift was over at 6a he'd drop it off with my security guard, I was so relievedddd. 5:45a came and he was outside dropping my phone off, unfortunately he left before I could give him some type of tip :( . God was definitely on my side though cause I dono what I would do if I lost my phone and no one returned...3rd loss (which I'm going to avoid crazy) I think will really be a loss so trust I'm holding on extra tight to this lil device...

Crushed

My life isss over as I know it...rumors areee myyyyy Chris Breezy and the lovely Rihanna are datinggg?...Ugh, I can't even hate on it because, if these rumors are true, they def make a cute couple. yes, I said it. Next topic!

Bobby brown goes country?? music is music but, LOL lets be serious now.

OMG! So peep this, I'm in my dept.'s weekly meeting and like I always tend to do, I drifted off into TV land(definately need to stop that) and caught a commercial of these Prada looking Fila's on BET...I was so confused and shocked at the site of Hurrican Chris holding up these wana be patent leather American Cups LMAO I can't believe this...If I see anybody with these shits YES! pardon my language...If I see any CORNBALL in the streets with these shits on I AM ROASTINGGGGG!!!!!! HARD BODY! You gotta be OUT of your muther EFFIN mind to even THINK about purchasing these!

Me & the girls went out last night...peep the honiiesss lol you gotta love 7days7nights for making everyone look so good :)

xo

I hate titles ugh

SoOoOo....the girls & I met The Band (Mel, I heart Q--Fall back son) because we're B E A S T lol and gee wiz! I've never been so nervous to meet artists b4 likeee wtf?! I dono what happened but I was definately wobbling like a baby calf learning to walk lmao SO GAY!--I know! Love them boys tho, can't wait for the showww to start already!

Razah has a video to 'Rain', Crazy...finally getting a move on his project, dude been out 'for a minute' like B.G. lol

Timbaland has a video to 'Scream' and my girl crush Nicole Schwaggernuts is in it :)

Chris Brown @ MSG

Saw my other boo Chris Breeeezzzintin tonight and boyy o boyy did Ce and I have a blasty blast! Definately felt like little 13 year olds in the audience lol talking bout audience! SMH! Girls got too crazy during Chris' "Lottery" (fyi-my fave song!) and LITERALLY broke the pole thing? and came crashing down, not sure if anyone got hurt but it was definately a serious mash up...I had fun tho no complaints, had a couple appearances too by Diddy, 50 & Company, and Juelz. Didn't see anyone else before Chris' segment but I heard there were a couple other surprises too...who cares.

Lottery

Kiss Kiss
FYI- These are not my videos so the loud screams is not I. :)

Andd to conclude this blog I'll leave you with new music from CB...CiAo! :)

I Needed You

Meesh Mosh!

Today I came to realize that it's okay to say 'no' to random unattractive males...the reason why I say this is because I tend to fall in the "very nice person" category, so there were times in the past where people would approach me and I'd give my number just because I felt bad but in real life...why the hell should I feel bad?? a simple "I'm not interested" is a-ok...so what if your feelings are hurt? I don't realllly care about your feelings in real life sooo....why pretend I do when you approach me? lol and I know this whole statement sounds so cold-hearted but oh well..Meesh Mosh! GET OVER IT!

I've loved this song ever since I saw the hot & sweaty video a couple months ago, funny bcause the last singles that Lyfe put out were very uhm...positive awareness type songs not like this song anyways! apparently my scruffy bf Jim Jones hopped on it anddd here it is :)

Lyfe Jennings- Cops Up Remix f/ Jim Jones

MAKING THE BAND 4

BACK IN ACTION

1-28-08 @ 10p on MTV

CAN NOT WAIT 4 THE D R A M A!

Funny shit from Steph:

"Dont forget to claim ya coochie as a deduction on ya income tax, I know it did alota work last year"

PA HA HA!!

Crank Dat Batman? For real though?...I'm not sure I understand what's going on here, because this is a real video from a real group of boys who are really signed to Universal Motown, this has to be some type of joke or parody, yes a parody that's what it is.

Random Ish

Word is Ashanti is making a come back and this song here isnt too bad, I'm not mad it...

Ashanti- The Way That I Love You

Who Is That?

D O L L A

Lovvvve him! lol

Travis Barker goes in once again, this time on Flo Ria's 'Low'

Jingle Shmingles

I don’t know why I’m not feeling the holidays this year…like I’m a bit disgusted at how quick it came maybe that’s the problem going on [[smh]]…I have to buy gifts and don’t know what to get, I have my fam & friends pressuring me about what I want…Like it’s crazy because I kind of have everything I want right now, so it’s kind of hard to decide. Blah! Whatever!

Shout outs to my homie for buying his very sweet gf a very expensive bag for x-mas and almost having a heart attack at the time of purchase…it’s ok darling, I almost got sick too. Anyways not much going on in the world today, I must put everyone on to this newly discovered Chris Brown song that Stan the Man put me on to…I think this was a bonus song that WAS NOT on the album I bought but WHATEVER. The beat on this song is just sooo fresh to me likee gee wiz, Ziplock status for real lmao.

Chris Brown- Fallen Angel (Bonus Track?)

Ok! So I did’nt know JD discovered Criss Cross when he was 16?! I was such a youngster when these guys came out…Criss Cross was actually the first real show I attended…bananaazzz

With You

Awwwwwwwwwww, this is 1 of my fave songs off the album!! :)
Took note that he's really going in with getting tat tat tatted up

Roc Boys

Chris is out today!!

So is Jay!!

GO COP!

Shit! I love this song & the video THA-HANKS! Great choosing with the kid who played Young Jay, Dude had everything down to the T. Mariah looks like a groupie (sorry)—best shot is Jay w/ Diddy and Nas…and if they don’t continue this video I’m gonna HAVE A FIT!!!

PEACE B!TC3S!!

I LoVe yOu aLL :)

Trey Arrested?

Someone tell me why there’s always some type of shoot-out at these Trey shows…I don’t get it. SMH

[READ HERE]

http://concreteloop.com/2007/11/mini-round-up-americangangster-treysongz#more-20043

Anyways, here's Superstar for the Superstars :)

Exclusive

Listened to my Chris Breezy's album today on MTV’s The Leak...

http://www.mtv.com/music/the_leak/chris_brown/exclusive/

1st off the fact that there are 16 songs is a plus off the back (even if they all aren’t good) just because a lot of the albums that have recently came out have been like a total of 13 tracks not even a bonus track! Kind of disappointing but yeah kudos on that…Anyways, there were a couple songs I didn’t care for but then there were songs that I was definitely feeling,
fave-os are starred*. Overall, the album isn’t garbage…took long enough to come out but it’s not bad and I’m not saying this because Chris & I are confirmed to wed soon LOL, but he has grown up alot since the last album(which I enjoyed a lot fyi) lyrically & vocally...I will be buying Nov.6th—along with American Gangster of course! :)

Track Listing
1. Throwed* [the drum line feeling going on is kinda c0ol]
2. Kiss Kiss Ft. T-Pain
3. Take You Down* [loved this song since he performed a snippet of it on 106th over the summer…very sexy song, kind of prince-ish too]
4. With You*[the beginning of this sounds like Rihanna’s “Hate that I love you”-- if you’ve never been in love, this song will direct you straight to lovers lane. Gosh, I love when he says ‘lil mama’…if you don’t say “aw” after this song then something is wrong with you]
5. Picture Perfect Ft. Will.I.Am -SKIPS-
6. Hold Up Ft. Big Boi -SKIPS-
7. You* [there was another 'You' that did'nt make the last album that shoulda made it but whatever both you's are good, plus I think this is a dream song]
8. Damage* [typical “I cheated on you and I know fucked up but now I want you back” joint]
9. Wall to Wall
10. Help Me
11. I Wanna Be*
12. Gimme Watcha Got ft. Lil Wayne
13. I’ll Call Ya* [I like the snapping :)]
14. Lottery* [Holllly Snapp! I can't stop listening to this song!! Out of all the songs this is the one I've repeated the most! Like the production of this 1 is sooo H O T & I LOVE the way his voice sounds woooo!]

15. Nice Ft. Game
16. Down Ft. Kanye West* [cute song, Ye’s verse is cool]


I’m probably one of the BIGGEST loser ever-- but everyone knows how religiously I watch “The Hills” and there’s always at least one DOPE song featured on the show that I end up loving but I never know the title of the show. So what I usually wined up doing is playing and pausing out the song so I can write down the lyrics and after I do that I Google it and search through whatever matches up…But! Now MTV has a tab on “The Hills” section where you can look up music from the show!!! How cool is that!?!?!
http://www.mtv.com/ontv/dyn/the_hills/show_music.jhtml

Aint this a bitch?! I love pistachios and I was fiendin for them today and Duane Reade charged me $6.99 for a bag of those lil muther efferz!!

Light of the Spot

Trey Day aka BAD Night (Well not entirely, but yea)...Never EVER will I drink the way I drank that night. I seriously learned my lesson...Drinking at work events is a big no no, ESPECIALLY on an empty stomach. The look I put out for myself that night was sooo not good, probably 1 of the DUMBEST mistakes I've commited...not saying that I made a fool out of myself??-- but I was almost sent to a hospital and with that said I conclude on the whole drinking situation. NOW! aside from that! Trey did his thing at Spotlight (COP THAT ALBUM!) Nice lil event though, alota big people were in the bldg. Found some footage on Youtube and some pics as well...aside from the ones I took on my horrible camera. LOL But yea... ENJOY! And FYI! I'm still trying to keep this up to date...Just been on a lil hiatus for good purposes of course :)









Can't Help But Wait


Cheat On You

V M A's

BONG!
Where do I start...Ms. Britney, I think Im still in denial. The fact that she was opening was way more major then her actual performance...Very disappointed, but I mean what else could I expect from her bad extensions to her big belly...just B A D. She looked dispassionate, she looked unexcitable, her energy level was below 0 point blank.((songs not bad though))


ANYWAYS! I was a lil dubious about the lil side parties during the show. Not only did it make me a bit jealous of all the fun every1 was having and how swanky it all was (shouts to Ce for saying that she'd sell any one of her friends including me to be at Kanye's Good Life Party)

But! it didn't give me the whole award show feeling...like granted it was exciting, but I thought these suite parties were going to be before or after parties, not actually going on during the show. AGAIN! Don't get me wrong the suites rocked! Just took away from the whole show in my opinion....So yes Chris Breezy was greeeaattt!

the whole Charlie Chappman entrance was kinda dope and Rihanna performing with him was coool--even though I wish he woulda done his Cinderella remix but whatever...Im hella tired of his Jacko routines (i love mj! dont be misled.por favor)...very proud of his overall performance though, and the Diddy and Nelly approvals topped it off. So! LOW BLOW of the night definately goes to Justin Timberlake--"Mtv needs to play more videos we dont wana see all these reality shows" yes he is right. Approvals to the more videos comment, but how do you say that with the cast of 1 of MTV's biggest reality shows on stage...I would've ran off crying true story...poor girls.

Back to my synopsis---Rihanna and FOB= AWESOME, This was def her year ear ear ear eh eh!

A Keys- glad she's is back because her new song is beautiful. W H O A! Did anyone catch the transvestite dancer during Nelly Furtado's performance?!
Vegas I tell ya...--Justin is still remarkable.

These 3 together= problem
And that is the show! Over & Out!

Motivated.

Decisions,Choices...Life altering adjustments that need to be made wheather you're for it or against it. At the end of the day everything happens for a reason so I can't knock it. Gota put things on pause to catch up with what's important in the long run you can't just live in the present 24-7, definately have to look into the future--That counts for situations in relationships,education, career, and your life period. Thanks to all my guidance counselors this weekend--Stevie Wonder, Raps, Cece Peniston, Kelly Rowland, Deewiz The Kid, Uncle Jeff and whoever else I forgot...I took note of everything and I'm very proud of my decision--love you all! xoxo

Music Motivates...
Lupe Fiasco 'Dumb It Down'
http://www.zshare.net/audio/3387435b61247d/
"You're shedding too much light Lu,
You make em wanna do right Lu,
They're getting self-esteem Lu,
These girls is tryna be queens Lu,
They're trying to graduate from school Lu,"

Kanye West 'I wonder'
"And I'm back on my grind
A psychic read my lifeline told me in my life time
My name would help light up the Chicago skyline
...I'm a star how could I not shine?"




Back to the cut people!



On a brighter note...Here's some dynamite footage that my blog source sent me today..Good looks! Media Man Pahaha!

Oh Chris Darling....I'm surprised this heavy young woman didn't knock him down...YIKES! & all the female contact?? NO COMMENT!



Dream- Shawty Is a Ten
Even though this song is kinda gay...
I'm loving the black and white/focused color effect. SMH everything is always good in my book...Maybe I should start looking into the negative side of things too.=/





Yo Raps! I put this up for youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!


Mickey Factz- Talk Yo shit
Makes me wana buss out the robot moves!
http://www.zshare.net/audio/34290377e4eb3a/

Currently: On the phone with Stevie Wonder who plays a big part in this crazy life of mine....Therefore Im ghost*

Lil Man-Whore

O M G!

Me Love him.




He's my lil man-whore raarrr
“I’ve had girlfriends, but it’s different. Not jump-offs! Like, you don’t be like, ‘That’s my girl,’ but you know when you hang with her, it’s like … friends with benefits. If I’m singling out one girl, think about all the other girls who are falling in love with me in that club. What they gon’ think? So it’s like, I have a relationship with every girl. It’s like every girl is my girlfriend.” [[VIBE Magazine]]


GASP!

Kanye's album leaked!!Who did it?!?!?!
I feel so guilty right now for listening to this...=(

MTB4

I am SUPER happy with MTB4's Season Finale.My dream team is no longer a dream team but now the real deal. I swear if I woulda placed bets on who was going to make it I would of been P A I D right now! 4 out of 4 ! Call me Cleo! LOL. Josie you're being a real big fat hater because that 'Exclusive' ballad was so DOPE you're bugging!Bryan H. and Deangelo MURDERED that! No doubts about it. You're boy Q made it which FYI--I strongly believe he was the 5th member...If Diddy stuck to a 4 man group I gurantee you that he wouldna made it, But! I am very stoked about the outcome. Every guy on that stage last night had incredible talent and they all deserve the best, even Carlos-ingtin was in the building!--PA HAHA! I love it, you love it!

Common - Drivin' Me Wild (feat. Lily Allen)
Uploaded by yardie4life

[[Gracias Tory]]

Lauren London looks fabolous as usual.
Loved Lily in the astronaut suit.
The celeb faces were a cool prop too.
=)
xOxO

VMA Promos

Vegas, Cabaret...Good Look.



SMH... At the mobb of people who attacked CB in London a couple days ago. LOL--I didn't know things like this still happened...Poor Chris
[[Full Story]]
http://www.mtv.co.uk/channel/mtvuk/news/20082007/chris_brown_stops_traffic

MTV Edition Flow.

It's only right!!

VMAS @ TRL!

How beautiful was this performance?? The violins always do it for me man...brings itty bitty tears to my eyes.
Go Team Kanye! =)

Shouts to my Manly Man Common for reaching that #1 spot on the Billboard Charts! Really feeling this album good stuff..not better then "Be" but its still brilliant

My Faveeeee!



Peep my boo-ingtin..His shirt should say I love SB(Steve, don't get mad :) ) lol


FYI-- I LOVE this song...I think it's an old song that didn't make the last album but it's been in my head for like ever.
Chris Brown- You


New Ish*
Chris Brown-Kiss Kiss
http://www.zshare.net/audio/2991942dda005a/

October 30th Yall!




"Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in ...Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten"
How excited are we for the new season of "The Hills" to air!? Im literally jumping for joy!. I LOVE these girls well I don't know about Miss Heidi...Dumb Minded I swear, But still you gotta love her!

Aug.13th @ 10pm STAY TUNED!


So Mister Josie you know I had to copy your whole Dream Team Special...I meannnnn I disagree babe....Mike is in there like swimwear...So with that said heres my

MTB4 Dream Team! =)

Brian A.

Robert

Big Mike

Willie


Perfect isn't it?!..IIIIIIIIIIII know!

Season Finale Aug.26th @ 10
MTB4- Exclusive
http://www.zshare.net/audio/2929358b83a001/

Horoscope Flow
You like to maintain a calm facade, but this job is quite frustrating. The good news is that it all turns out well. Don't quit before that happens.

Now...right or right? My blog --jusflowin.blogspot.com has so much potential to be read around the globe!
Man O Man...If I only had the time. The damage I would do. lol

I will not lose.

Mad Props to Jay for these Rocawear campaigns...Loving em times 10! A very good start to my following week. :)
"Losing is only losing, if you give up."
True Story...I couldn't of said it better myself.


You know I love my lil Chris Breezy.



LoL--The other day I'm driving with my uncle to work and we're listening to this song and he says "You know I love this song because it reminds me of your _______"(ask & I'll fill in the blank) and all I could do was laugh in agreement because he was so right! Dope video right here. Its Swizzy!
Money In The Bank/Top Back




Parody to Chocolate Rain...(Thanks Tory)


Im beginning to think theres a message behind this whole Chocolate Rain thing....someone please evaluate and get back to me. Thanks

This lil heart of mine

Indeed its been a HOT minute since I've written on my good boy blog...BUT! I've been busy forgive me por favor, things just don't feel right if you not grinding ya know?...Anyways I got a day off 2day and it feel HELLA wierd to be home chillen, definately feels like something forbidden lol. So I took advantage of the day and went to the tat spot on the ave and got a light heart on the back of my ear (APPLAUDES 4 ME). It was due time for some ink and this lil heart of mine was definately appropriate due to many reasons that I will keep to myself until further notice =)





So while I was home channel surfing, catching up on my shows and what not I ran into this funny commercial of Mr. Vitamin Water himself & I must say this was a pretty good way to make up for his slip up on the BET awards KUDOS!






SMH at the crazy ass weather that I woke up to this morning like really...was all that called for?? I think not...felt like I was in 'war of the worlds' or something grr I hate thunder...where are the sunny days?? because I definately need a trip to the beachingtin( FYI shouts to Harlem for the -INGTIN ending because even though I'm a bit late on it, it's so wack that Raps & I have it on SMASH LIKE PEPSI and are gonna make it CORNIER THE CORN! LOL)




So in conclusion to this entry...rain rain go away...and?? yea this pic down here is the definition of a perfect evening! =) Toodlez.


OH YEA...Breakfast Club Breezy...Love em ((SIGH)) Send me away in cuffs...its all good =)

WALL to WALL ReMix Ft. ElePhAnT MaN
http://www.zshare.net/audio/2731116da90ba9/

Gracias to myspace for the lovely pic lol--Im a clown I know!